Friday, August 31, 2012

Moira the 4 Year Old


MOIRA,

I hope when you read this letter years from now, you’ll know how amazing and special you are and even at 4 years old people are SO drawn to you! You are probably the most popular 4 year old in the world. I should have started writing these letters to you 4 years ago but I will try to make up for the first 3 by writing straight from my heart.

Wow! Tomorrow is a very big Day! You will be 4!!! There will be a ROCK N ROLL Party in your honor at Pops’ Sugar Shack right down the road, and you can’t wait to see all of your friends and your cousins are even here from Connecticut.
Let me start by describing you!! First, you are SO smart! You amaze me every day with your questions and reasoning. You always want to know how and why and ask such important questions that keep me wondering exactly how the world works as well. You love to read with you Dad each night and ask such intriguing questions. He is so proud of you and loves your time together. You have an amazing sense of humor! Lately you have been telling knock-knock jokes (some better then others) but you love when everyone laughs along with you.
You are a FASHIONISTA! Most of our disagreements have come from trying to dress you in the mornings and you have learned that you LOVE dresses and skirts and even after of hard day of play you always seem put together. But most important you are sweet, sensitive and empathetic. You truly care for those around you and you hate to see anyone suffer. You offer words of encouragement and praise and I love to hear you tell Emma how proud you are of her small accomplishments. You are a good friend; sister and you never leave anyone out.
            You have achieved so much this year and have so many different talents. You love to sing and dance and put on shows- or ROCK OUT as you call it. You and your father have spent a lot of time riding your 2 wheeler with training wheels and you can make it all away around the block with almost no help.  You enjoy movies and Disney shows and going to the Opera with NANA. You love sleepovers and walking down to your Grammy and Poppas. You LOVE to color and draw and illustrate stories. You are very artistic and creative and we hang almost all of you pictures on the fridge. You danced in your first recital-tap and ballet- and LOVE your friends at Conklin Pre-School.
Moira you are simply my miracle. You have put here on earth for many reasons, but mostly to change me. I have achieved the most important role of a lifetime when you were born-your Momma! I have become a much better person because of you and I never thought possible that love could be this strong. You make me so proud and I love that you love me back. Your entire family can’t get enough of you and everyone wants a little piece of you. That’s usually what hurts me the most, the thought of anyone else getting to share you and your love. Next year at this time I’ll be prepping myself to send you off to kindergarten and I know you are going to be fine-but I’ll be jealous of your new world without your momma. My heart is so full of pride it actually feels that it may explode from love. You tell me all the time that we are BFF’s (best friends forever) and it melts my heart. I even had Cuckoo record you saying it just in case you change your mind someday around age 13.
The world is a scary place and part of me wishes I could freeze time-put us in a bubble and not let anything and anyone near us. But I know you are meant for such bigger things then I could ever offer you and that you will take the world by storm one way or another. I’ll be here cheering you on every step of the way reminding you that no matter what I am on your team. You are my sunshine and my wish come true.
The quote below if from Finding Nemo-  a movie we watched for quite a while until TINKER BELL came out (You now watch that EVERY night-sometimes against your will).
It sums up how I get the nerve up each to day to share you with the world:

BE BRAVE
Marlin: I promised I’d never let anything happen to him. 

Dory: Hmm. that’s a funny thing to promise. 

Marlin: What? 

Dory: Well, you can never let anything happen to him. Then nothing would ever happen to him. Not much fun for little Harpo.

Moira E. -My First Princess- I LOVE YOU! You are a dream come true!
 Happy Fourth Birthday-

Love your BFF,
   MOMMA